I am confused. I feel sick to my stomach. Part of me wants to let go and part of me doesn’t. Then again, another part of me is still stuck with the other one… I don’t know what I’m feeling.
I’m scared of giving this up for nothing…
Part of me feels like I have another chance with him… and the other part of me says he’s too stubborn and self-centered to apologize for what he did to me.
So many parts to the self.
I hate it.